Life-Rant

Oh yes. This thing called life.

It's not easy.

It can get you down.

It can bring you more joy then you could ever imagine.

As I sit at work with nothing to do, I, for some reason, remind myself that life isn't fair.

My dad used to always tell me "Sorry, Hunny, life just isn't fair". Yup. He was right. Again.

There are things that I hope, wish, and dream for. Some things are achievable. Some are not.

I have dreams that I am working my butt off to reach. But at the end of the day, I realize I am in ZERO control over these dreams. I just accepted my third job to help reach my dreams and goals. The ONE thing I want more then ANYTHING in this world, and I can't have it. But I'll be damned if I don't work my ass off until I do get it!

Life isn't fair.

Friends come and go. Good friends turn into old friends and new friends turn in to amazing friends.
People come and go for a reason. I never really know why, but they do.
I've realized lately that my "friends" list needs reevaluated. Some people only look out for themselves. Friends are there to look out for themselves and for you. I try my hardest to be the best friend I can be, and I expect the same in return.

Anyway...

25 seems so old, but so young at the same time. I have my whole life ahead of me, yet 25 years of it is already gone. That's hard to swallow.

I want the world for myself. For my family. For my kids, and I will work my ass off until I get it!

My PURPOSE in life is to be a stay at home mom. To be the best mother a kid could possible dream up. I want to provide for my hard working husband and be the best wife possible.
Is that THAT hard? It depends on how strong YOU are. How much can YOU handle and how hard do YOU want to work??? That, my friends, is up to YOU!
My PURPOSE is to make a difference in someone's life. To be the change that someone has been praying for. To go to my grave and KNOW that I have made a difference.

Life isn't easy, and it never will be. But YOU are the only person in charge of how "easy" it is.

One day, I will live my PURPOSE. I WILL be a stay at home mom. I WILL provide for my husband. I WILL change someone's life! That's why I was put on this earth and I'll be damned if I don't do it!

WATCH ME!

Until then, I will keep on hoping, wishing, and dreaming.... but most of all.... I will keep on DOING!

Who's life are you going to impact today?
You were born with the ability to change someones life. Don't waste it!